.Fear can keep us up all night long, but faith makes one fine pillow. ~Philip Gulley~

.Fear can keep us up all night long, but faith makes one fine pillow. ~Philip Gulley~

19 April 2011

There has been so many things happening in my life lately. I just feel that 2011 is not the year from me.

It started in February when I learned a news that one of my uncle passed away due to heart attack. A few weeks after that, my mom was admitted to hospital due to her heart condition. As if those are not enough, I received news from my sister that she is diagnosed with precancerous condition.

I was stunned. I don't know how to react to all these. All these events make me realize how fragile life is. I feel so useless and powerless being so far away from my family. I feel that my sister would do so much better if I was there to accompany her to her doctor. I feel that my mom would not be in this condition if I were home helping taking care of my father. In the end, I choose to let God do His will. I am sure that He loves my parents and my family.